Greetings So, I recently jumped into PokerStars with a $50 deposit shooting for the bonus. I had no idea FPP would be so hard to get! Well, anyway, I was doing pretty well. I was only playing at the micro tables really, and I had a profit of about $10 so far (I'd say a 20% profit isn't bad for the first day or two, playing low-risk and all that).
Anyway, long story short, I left PokerStars running on my computer... A buddy of mine thought it was just a poker game thing, went back to it, sat back in on the table I was sitting out of, and preceded to lose my $61.92 that I had gained over lots of steady, careful hands. He refuses to pay me back, because he says it was my fault I left it up.
Now, on top of things, my girlfriend doesn't feel I should be playing any more poker online. She says if there is a way I can get the $50 back in PokerStars, she won't have any problem with me playing, but that I am not allowed to deposit any more money into the game to win back my losses. I can understand her point, but I feel this... Horrible weight of the loss. It is more than just $50 to me, it is like... This whole big teasing, taunting debt that I now have, this void that I keep going back to in my mind.
What I want to ask is:
With PokerStars, is there any way to win real money through play money games? (That would ACTUALLY be possible for an amateur yet smart poker player)
Is there any way to start with free REAL money at any poker site online? (that is reliable and not loaded with spyware)
Would there be a better site out there than PokerStars for the low ammounts I am playing for? (I hear the Full Tilt is much better for low-volume poker players)
Any advice?
I refuse to go beg for $5 to start up my gambling again, and I decided to obey my girlfriend's demand. I can understand her point of view. I am just so frustrated and I feel like less of a man now! Even if I had withdrew $1.00 as an overall profit, I would feel better about myself...
Thanks, THF. |