I dig your pain Unisin, but I think that even more than a hiatus from online poker you may need a shift in perspective. From the looks of your hand histories you are being outdrawn quite a bit, but I'd like to see the HHs for all the hands where you outdrew someone else. You must have done this at least a few times to have any bankroll left.
I find that we all get too caught up in the bad beats we receive and fail to focus on the bad beats we give. Also, when we start bogging ourselves down in negative thoughts blaming the cards we miss a great opportunity to reflect within and figure out why we are getting so many bad beats. Maybe our reads aren't as sharp as they should be. Maybe we're playing at a limit where we just can't hang. Maybe we're playing when we're tired, hungry, have something else on the mind, have the TV on, etc. and these things are keeping us from being as wise as we should be when playing. I know I've been on a terrible streak lately dropping almost half of my roll in the past 6 weeks. Lately I've been playing with a sense of urgency as though I have to get my cash back THIS HAND or in THIS TOURNAMENT as opposed to focusing on being solid at the tables and building up slowly again.
So take a break. I live in Pittsburgh too so give me a hollar and I'll buy you a beer to help you forget about your bad streak of cards
