What Is....

Addiction?
Probulary not a very good subject to talk about on a Poker Forum but its whats on my mind and has been the last couple of weeks. Addiction is a brain disease.There are many types of addiction as everyone knows but I am talking about when you are doing something that interfers with things that you would normally be doing, and you stop doing them to continue with the addiction. In this case Poker. Is it wrong of me to be hurt, very hurt actually when I say "it would be nice to go out to dinner and movie tonihgt" only to find the person I said it to registering in a game at
4p that starts at 630p? That tells me I am not going out and I am not going to say anything either because I dont want to force that person to take me out, they should want to take me out, it should be a given. This is addiction...and Addiction affects everyone in the home. It hurts. I'd like to add one more thing on this...Addiction is forever, lonliness isn't.

Ok now for my regular play. I realize that I need some severe help in my heads up play because I get very excited very scared and very nervous sometimes. So I will just go allin with any face card or Ace. Is this wrong?

I have been playing the 5/27 sng's and really love them. They dont last as long as the 45 man tables and I can usually make the FT and cash in them. I also enjoy the 5/360 in the evening when I am able to play on Stars.

I have been turned on to the daily double at FT and would like to start playing that. If anyone has had any luck in them I would love to hear about it. Playing on FT is pretty much the same as Stars from what I can tell. I really enjoy the site and the staff is very friendly.

I am going to try again for the 75K on AP once a week.

I am keeping records now of what I have on each site

Poker Stars 300.00
FullTilt 100.00
UB & AP 65.00
all the rest have aprox. 35.00 each
I should be able to tell this week if I am up or down, and will post it. I mainly only play in the evening now as work during the day is booming!